Rumah Kak Jannah =)

Semalam gi umah Kak Jannah.. Best! dpt belajar bende baru..
Ana nk share kt sini tentang Ilmu Tasauf.. Semalam baca kitab bidayatul hidayah dngn Ayyuhal walad. Previous kelas bljr tntng ciri-ciri seorang guru mursyid.
1)Alim dalam fardhu Ain
2)Arif billah/Lillah/Fillah
3)Mesti ada keahlian
4)Mendapat keizinan untuk beri irsyadat
Tak semua orang boleh jadi guru mursyid. Dia juga harus mempunyai ciri-ciri yang rasulullah ada. Seperti Sidiq-Amanah-Tabligh-Fathonah. Dia juga tidak mencintakan dunia dan juga tidak menginginkan pangkat.
dan jika kita inginkan Ilmu ladunni, kita hendaklah berkhidmat dengan guru tersebut. Tolong dia sebanyak mungkin.Kemudian,jangan bnyk soal atau berhujah dengan dia. Kita mesti Membina a'laqah dengan dia.

"Jauhkan diri anda daripada bergaul dengan Sahabat yang tidak baik, kerana dia akan memberi kesan pada diri seseorang"-Bak hadith Jaliisussoleh wa Jaliisusu'.
Dosa yang paling banyak datang melalui Mata,Telinga,Hidung dan Mulut. Sekali kita lakukan dosa tersebut maka titik hitam akan muncul pada hati kita. Bayangkan jika dosa yang kecil itu menjadi banyak maka titik-titik hitam akan bekumpul menjadi tempat dimana syatian dan jin menetap. Adakah itu yang anda mahukan? Astaghfirullah.
Oleh itu hendaklah kita menyucikan hati kita daripada syaitan.
Pilihlah Kefakiran drpd kekayaan.. cara tersebut hanya melalui tasauf.
Ketahuilah bahawa tasauf mempunyai2 perkara.
1)IstiQamah:Mengorbankan nasib untuk diri dia (masa,harta, keluarga dsb)
2)Baik Akhlak bersama manusia: Tidak menjadikan manusia sebagai batu loncatan utk dia perbaiki diri dia namaun dia menjadikan diri dia sebagai satu cabaran selagi mana tak langgar syariat islam.
Sekian wassalam
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Introvert/Extrovert

Aduh... Ape ni.. Ana rase ana anti-social lah.. mcmne nk break the ani-social life..?
One thing yang ana takut sgt is kalau ana tulis smthng kt facebook ana takut klu org comment.. Makin tambah dosa je.. Tpi mcmne ana nk jdi mcm kwn2 ana yg lain? Mereka kebanyakannye tulis perkara yg berfaedah.. dan berkongsi kpd antum semue.. tapi apa daur ana sbgi org islam.. kn kne berdakwah.. Ana seram lah.. Mcm ne ana nk mulakan perkongsian ana... Ada satu perkara yg ana kurang suka tntng setengah org. Ada yg diam pada zahir.. tpi batin mksd ana.. mcm facebook/ twitter gtu boleh blg mcm2.. lebih talkative drpd ape yg ana tahu.. hehe.. Kan ada hadith kata diam itu lebih baik dri bercakap..berkata yg benar saje... Dahlah.. beriman dan bertakwa je lah...
Ana rasa ana lebih suke kalau berbual face-to face and share knowledge.. hehee..
Ana rase mcm nk masuk bahas tpi ana tk KONFIDEN.. seram nervous and tkde skills.. Btw ana suke discuss and tanya bnyk soalan pd mak ana.. Ana suke sgt bertanya kerana malas mencari jwpn.. Ish! tk bgus tu..


Summary of today,
- Went to Mr Rahamat's maths class learn about inequalities.. Eat indian mee..Sir offered. Next time try to avoid...Forgot o pay 70 dollars for GC.. Urghh
- Went to library read informative books - Death- Euthanasia-Food-Guns.
Acually planned to study maths with oda but unable to.. she had to run some errands.. Next time..
-Buy old chang kee yam pie.. YAY finally got to taste it! yammy!
-Auntie and cousin came.. to discuss about his marriage.. hmm...
- Hafal/Murajaah Himp 3.. Ameen InsyaAllah,.. Doakan ye..
_____ BENEFICIAL INFORMATION_____
Based on Islamic religion, "when someone dies.. The person that will came after he / her would be their own father or someone that is related to them like his grand father or anyone..."

Mawlidurasul...

Qasidah, dibai'e burdah... Itu semue kan mengingatkan kita tentang Allah dan Rasulnya. Bukankah itu Fadhailul A'mal..? Sedihlah.. Kenapa masih ada pihak yang masih nk berdebat tentang topik ni.. Takmolah gaduh2... Tahulah ini bid'ah yg tk pernah dilakukan pada zaman rasulullah.. Hinggakan ada yang sanggup katakan kullu bid'ah dholalah.. wa laisa bid'ah hasanah..Selawatkan perkara yg digalakkan oleh Nabi.. Dlm konteks ni.. salah ke kita berselwat ramai2? Kalau perkara lagha kita tk perdebatkan tpi soal agama nk bentangkan pula.. Adakah ilmu kita seluas lautan? Drpd kita berhujah sana-sini.. belum tentu apa yang kita katakan itu benar... Kita hanya ada para wali,ulamak dan asatizah yang terhormat.. Oleh itu hendaklah kita menjadikan mereka sbgi uswatun hasanah.. kerana Ulamak warathatul anbiya'.. Kita pi dok diam2.. Belajar bnyk2 ilmu dulu.. jgn nk bnyk ckp mcm ada setengah org.. So-- kirakan adakh setengah pihak tu nk katakan ulamk kita sesat? astaghfirullah..

Walaupun begitu, Semalam kita menyaksikan kematian seorang ustaz/mudir MWTI.. Beliau seorg ulamak yg disanjungi... Diharapkan agar beliau diletakkan di kedudukan para wali Allah yg teristimewa Amin. InsyaAllah..Saam juga dgn Al-Marhum Al-Fadhil Ustaz Ahmad Sonhadji.. Atuk ku yang selallu ku ingati.. Ish.. rmai betul ulamak dri pergi.. Sama sprti hadis yg disebutkan rasul.. Tentang Allah tidak akan mencabut sesuatu ilmu itu melainkan dengan kemaian ulamak.. Tapi bak kata ust Hasbi, meh kita ganti dgn lebih bnyk bakal asatizah...

OKlah.. disini saja// Wassalam.

Selawat atas nabi... send praises to prophet muhammad

Subhanallah.. I got an amazing bunch of friends... They are superb,cool,obviouslay talkative and love to make jokes!
walaupun begitu banyak ketawa boleh menggelapkan hati. So ketwa tu berpada pada lah. Alhamdulillah. Tadi pergi kelas arab proficient subhanallah. Aku suke. Best sgt2. Dpt ust arab name die ustad hassan waseem jiddan. Walakin uridu an uhassinu lughatul rabiqh. Lianna lughati dhoif jiddan walihaza uriid an adrus lughatlul arabiah biuslub as-shohiha!InsyaAllah. Alhamdulilah. Dptlah feeling2 mcm budak arab yg amek azhar streqm. Mcm kt ngri arab pun ada.. So, takallalaml arabiah insyaAllah. Wajadtu kathirun mina ilm.. Alilmu bila amal ka shaajar bila samar shah? Currently ana ada 2 tuition maths and arab. Together with tahfiz and Gpac insyaAllah. Allah yussahilni!!!! Ighfirliii ya rabb. Ya rabbisholi wassalim ala sayidina muhammad.. Btw semalam ana gi mengajar di puspa msjd sultan reliefkan kak nnadh.. Alhamdulillah dptlah duit skiit. Sebenarnya mengajar tu senang. Duuk and just berbual pastu dpt duit. Tapi t

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Tapi ana pqisey semalam dahlah lps skolah ana tukar bju. Penat dan berpeluh. Ngantuk pun ada. Pastu ana ajar 3 budak.. Gerek uh bdk2 qna. Oklah. Ana nk ckp supaya perbetulkan niat antumm semue ye.. Innamal aamqlu binniyah! All prqises to Qllah and send his salutations to prophe muhammad saw. Wasalam. Tc. Muackss

Maarif my new life 4 2 years

Alhamdulilah, dpt skolah bru,kwn bru suasana bru dn sbgnya! Wow. Sekiranya anda inginkan perubahan,anda perlu tinggalkan yg lalu. Anda haruslah mempunyai visi dan misi! Oleh itu Aku akan teruskan hidup ku. Tinggalkan yg dulu. Diam itu lebih baik. Elakkan yg lagha. Belajar sungguh2. Ini peluang terakhir bgi ku. Ya rabb tolonglah daku. Berikan aku semangat dan istiqamah dlm menuntut ilmu. Berikan ilmu naafi^ dan ladunni. Kerana aku niat kerana mu ya rabb. Ya tuhanku permudahkanlah segala urusan ku. Samaada d luar mahupun d dlm. Aku takut ya rabb. Berikan ku petunjuk mu. Ihdinni!

New Year New Life New Environment

Salam blog. It's been a long time since I last used this blog..
Dah berlapuk dah blog ni...
Hmm Sedih lah hidup.. Hidup aku sentiasa naik turun..
I think you should know my story life for the past two years..
I have graduated from MAIAI-Irsyad 2011. The best batch I've ever had..
January 19 2009 during sec 3 Ayah had gotten a Stroke disease. I can still remember vividly what had happend to my dad. 12.00 He vomitted while sleeping. Everyone was doing their own work. Mum was talking on the phone. Kakak and Datuk were busy studying. Bibik was half-asleep. I was studying chemistry in the living room. After having dinner with my family,dad straight away went to Atuk's chair and sat on it while reading the newspaper at the same time eating the fruits that mum had cut for him.He turn on the television. Normally I would asked him to turn off the tv while I was studying. But, strangely on that day he said " Ayah matikan tv eh dik"... So he stopped everything and straight away went to sleep. His face was kindda stressed.. I don't know stressed bcoz of what.. but maybe bcoz of work..maybe there is something that's bothering him.Yeah I knew about his heart disease ,high-blood pressure-diabetes.. until he got few blockage-stenosis almost 90% in his artery.. I was scared. So, back to the story, before he vomitted, he coughed about 3 times - hard. I thought it was normal. BUT NOT!. So, I called my mum-sis and everyone in the family. "kak, mama, asal ngn Ayah? adik takut". I tried to remain calm in that situation. But I can't bcoz everyone was crying as if dad's going to leave us. Sis called the ambulance and mum accompanied dad to the hospital. - Stroller-lay a man -face as white as a paper - purpled eyelids purple-lips. worst of all, the paramedics asked my dad to hold onto the plastic for him to vomit. In that situation. He was half-concious and how could her! I didn't know that was my last moment of talking to him. I didn't even remember when was the last time I said sorry to him..Hence 6 months bed-ridden in the hopital... Mum had to give medical home care for dad.. Luckily bibk budi's still working with us. She indeed a great,wonderful worker..Then, one thing I noticed about myself was that I began to change in my attitude and studies. I became more sensitive and lose hope.. Initially when I got to know that my father was sicked.. I want to change for the better.. Atuk also helped us a lot in terms of faith and religious stuffs.. That brings us closer to Allah. Alhamdulillah. Then came 2010 STE years.. Despite the time spent in school.. Atuk's health condition soon depleted... There was a strange change in him... Suddenly all his illness gone.. Though,during june school holidays.. Atuk became weak again. He was sick for almost 1 week. All kinds of medical treatment was given to him. But to no avail. Thus he was admitted to the hospital. After discharged from hospital My aunt took care of him . It WAS HARD for my mum to leave atuk... 54 years of being with him and just like that to be seperated. sad right?.. Then.. atuk was admitted back to the hospital bcoz of respiratory illness.. One day during the 2nd of ramadhan..08.30 int the morning we heard the bad new... Atuk had passed away. On that day also I had taken my Prelim STE paper.. SAD.. soon my spirit of studying dropped. Next after for about 6 months.. Dad's turn to go.27 February 2011-S5. Afterwards my unle passed away.. the next 2 days... SAD. That really - really dropped my spirit man..

Seolah-olah hidup ini tiada erti.. Alhamdulillah I managed to pull myself and bring back my consciences. Hanya tinggal Mama dan Kakak. Orang rapat ku.. Nanti bile kakak nak gi Mesir adik keseorangan pulak dgn mama.. SAD. AKu hanya berharap agar kesunyian tersebut dapat diisi dengan al- Quran dan sentiasa mengingati Allah da Rasulnya. 2011 menjadi saksi kepada segala usaha yang aku lakukan utk o-level.. Walaupun Natijahnya tidak bagus tapi ku tetap bersyukur.. Kerana Ini menjadi detik-saat-saat dimana N.R.S akan BANGKIT semula. Tidak akan menyerah kalah. Tidak akan sia-siakan waktu yang diberikan. AKU SEBAGAI SEORANG ANAK akan membanggakan kedua ibu-bapa ku.. Walaupun bapaku telah pergi.. AKU akan berubah demi kebaikan. Belajar dengan tekun dan yakin Allah sentiasa berasama. Ya Muqallibal qulub tsabit qulubi ala diinika wa ala to'atika. Ya rabbbi al -falah wan Najah fil Mustaqbal Insya-Allah. Next- Ahsan level to go!

Time flies very fast when you are having fun..
so .now is already eid adha..later..it will be the end of the year..
Ok.. i;m gonna talk about obstacles.
When you are facing challenges and you can't stand it..remember that Allah is with you..
So when the time gets hard and nobody to turn to. There is Allah by your side.
The short time we have in this life,will all be over.
Remember that he is always watching us..and he will guide us to siratalmustaqim.
Just follow the rules and Stay away from the wrong things. ten he will bless us with his love and mercy..
InsyaAllah - Maher Zain
Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That you're so alone
All you see is night and darkness all around
You feel so helpless you can't see which way to go
Don't be despair and never lose hope
Cause Allah is by your side
Turn to Allah He is never far away
Put yoour trust in him
Raise your hand and pray..
Oh Allah
guide my steps don't let me go astray
You're the only one that showed me the way.
(reflect on those words you'd never know)

Ramadhan kareem

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

Friday

We recite yassin as usual,
The sl's received their new badges.
Did Chemistry test..it was..
gotten back maths test paper..yay i passed.
I was thinking of..quiting (ERUPecneics).. it was hard for my brains,
but it makes me work harder..Though, i must stay to this quote,
"Decide carefully what you want in your life..and make sure you work hard and get what you want"
I was afraid that i could not cope..but think of others.. they to have to balance both and mantain good marks.
Pressure?..
2:30 - Rain poured heavily.. but still insist to go home. Missed picto session at class.
3:00- Went to thfz class.i made sum1 angry..
4:30- went to the library. Met 3 school friends at the bus stop and library. They were lost. decide to offer help but unable to.
5:30- KFC $4.50 Zinger
6:30 - Home.

Saturday
!st day of ramadhan

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini
Happy fasting.. iloveAllah.

YEahhh..Whaddup...?

It's been a week after the ILC..The camp was uber fun.. K..i don't want to talk alot.. But if anybody want to view more pictures.. you are welcome to go to my faci, kak Fatimah's multiply...www.sinfasin.multiply.com.....

Ciaow.. i am not able to update my blog frequently..k lah..study~study~study..